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I fell in love with a friend.

I fell in love with someone I wasn’t supposed to fall for.

I got attached when I promised I wouldn’t.

And it hurts knowing he doesn’t feel the same way.

I lie to myself, thinking, hopeful, that he will return, and feel the same way.

I fell in love with him, and it makes absolutely no sense.

I can’t help the way I feel, unfortunately, I have to keep it my secret.

If only, I could run up to him, hug him, say “I am in love with you” and he looks in my eyes, without saying the words, I see that he loves me back, that would be enough for me. I dont need words, I just want that look and a hug to go with it.

I miss him….